Summer Thinking...

My life…
I feel like I’m consistently reassessing trying to figure out why I’m always discontent with something. Last week Matthew and I found an awesome house, and put a bid on it. Unfortunately, six other people had the same idea. Needless to say, I think, I made the executive discussion to hold off on buying a house to save for a bigger down payment. So I guess I’m a little depressed that I have to stay in the town house a little longer. Don’t get me wrong it’s a great place; just every time I come home I’m expecting to find that someone has broken into my house, which is a terrible feeling. It just sucks because I’ve always been a planner, and my life is so unplanned right now, and I’ve given up hope. I’m not really happy with anything I’m doing career wise. I know I’m doing too much and it’s affecting my attitude on all of it. Hopefully I can take the right steps to alleviate this problem.

To those who are reading this and thinking, I’m completing losing it…I’m not…just venting…